>>58289822I never did understand what is it about them that changed me.
Maybe it is how naive children can be, how I could have groomed them to my liking once I've gained their trust and respect. I realized how children would do anything to please the person they look up to and how easily that could be taken advantage of.
Lillie might have something to do with that since she changed who she was as a person because of me, because I became the person she admires over the course of the story. There's a saying that children are like blank canvases, and being able to paint them to my liking and change the course of their future felt incredibly erotic to me. Kind of ironic now that I realize she is the one who changed me.
As for Lana and Acerola, maybe it's how playful and welcoming they are even though I was an outsider. Somehow that made me fantasize about how Alolan culture might be open about sex, where sex with someone their age is not taboo. The idea of a rural society where girls can explore their sexuality at a young age and outsiders are welcome to partake in their local sex customs became very appealing to me.
Also all that exposition about Acerola being the last of the royal bloodline made me want to impregnate her with my outsider genes.
If you meant physical traits... There's a tendency for artists to draw lolis with an hourglass figure, huge ass and thick thighs in fanart. I had no opinion on it before but now I find that depiction repulsive, and instead prefer the ones that highlight their immature physique, with a body line that is nearly rectangular from chest to waist to hips where the only curve is that slight belly bulge with a red tint on their navel. The ones that feel like they were drawn by real pedos.
Eventually I find myself liking it more when Lillie is drawn closer to Lana's more immature proportions and before I realized it, Lana and Acerola's proportions is the one that turns me on most.