>>58359247You like gaming right? Do something related to that, maybe code a mod for a game or make a game yourself, ai models can feed you any sort of documentation you want so you just need to rudimentary know how to code. If that's too much of a time investment, then maybe video production, talk about something you like, or show off creative vfx by making edits, disseminate your passion. Maybe you like personal writing, there's tons of places to talk about fanfic of different IPs. If you have more interests, there's more forks in the road you can take, I believe in you. If it's there's a big financial roadblock stopping you from achieving anything, persevere. It sucks so bad, but please persevere, try to get some sort of job preferably non-stressful, try to check for government aid. You quite literally have decades ahead of you.