>>109111458Cool cool, I guess it does no good for me to worry about Filian anyway since I'm nobody to her, but I do.
>she loves them and they're getting coded messages in the streams. I wanna laugh at it, but honestly I can see how you get there. It's a tempting thought to have, that the someone you love loves you back and you start interpreting things in that direction. Wishful thinking like that, I do that with irl crushes too. I wonder what it is that makes them genuinely lose grasp of reality while I keep a grasp on what's delusion/hopeful coping or reality. Is it self (a lack of) self awarneness? Or are they actually ill?
