>>109199818>i finally broke free from that cycleI can relate to you man. I remember buying a stupid amount of Gura merch too, like doubles of her early birthday merch and 3 Gura nendo but in her final months I stopped caring as much the more I watched Biboo while waiting. I checked out the first couple Saba streams and the magic wasn't just there. The sabadooby streams were fun and I'll keep watching those if they do more but I'm done with watching her solo streams or supporting her now that I found someone that I like and cares about her fans(Biboo)