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Had a depressing dream about Filian last night.
>at subway station
>see Filian
>don't habeeb it
>have to make sure it's her
>call out "Filian?!"
>she's surprised, immediately embarrassed and tries to hide her face and turn away
>fast walk over to her, calling out "Hey, wait, Filian! Is that you?"
>she stops, turns back to me, and shrugs, still embarassed
>I drop my stuff and grab her for a big hug
>ask her "where did you go?"
>she tries to play it off
>"ah, well, y'know... I uh, just needed a break for a while..."
>she pulls her arms out and hugs me back, sighing
>"sorry." is all she says
>"I need to tell everyone you're okay, we've all been so worried. I'm so relieved you're fine!"
>I start crying
>"I love you, Filian"
>she starts crying, too
>Filian: [about to speak]
>wake up
I've never been into GFE or super parasocial. Shit I've only ever watched her live once, I just stuck to her edited youtube clips and soundposts in /flip/. But that dream hit me like a fucking semi-truck right in the heart.
Please come back, Filian.
