It's women like CC that make me realize just how autistic and emotionally unintelligent this board really is. Even a normalfag could pick up the weird vibe she gives off. I didn't feel it at first for she had something new to try and get excited about, even the parts of being in Hololive that sucked were still new and interesting but now you really do get a sense that she's bored shitless with this job and is only in it for the money and friends. As a viewer she makes you feel undervalued, like you provide nothing for her and she gets her enjoyment elsewhere. The increase in #ads isn't subtle. I don't feel this with Raora or GG. I don't watch ERB to comment on her. Whenever you see CC do some kind of gimmick, like that bot stream, usually you would interpret that as the vtuber putting in the extra effort to do something special for (You), the fans, but with CC it feels like it's for her to just stay interested and give her a project before she tears her hair out getting angry at games she never finishes and spends most of the time complaining about.
I don't think it's a coincidence that she's constantly getting 'sick' these days. She wants to leave and find something new to stimulate her brain, but she remembers the life she had before Hololive and how miserable it was and knows she'll be cut off from all the good in her life atm such as her Holo friends, money and experiences and going indie would feel like she's taken a step back and would be humiliating. She's stuck and you can feel it.
