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Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 01:08:34 No.109787898 View View Reply Original Report

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YouTube Issues Edition

>Previous thread
>>109767432

>YouTube
https://youtube.com/@pillowdear
https://youtube.com/@CushionHunASMR
>Twitter/X
https://x.com/pillowdearasmr
>Merch
https://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr

>Fan website & resources
https://piwwow.love/
>Fan wiki
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear

>Latest cover
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc
>Latest event
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8

>Latest stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BStxOBARuw
>Upcoming stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GB4d2CdBaIU

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:47:30 No.109793301 Report

Quoted By: >>109793367

>>109793269
>Secret Alt Twitter
>Secretly Discord friends with Piwwos
Now I know you’re just here to shit up the thread. Pillow would never in a million years do something like this. And even if she did, wouldn’t Cher be one of the people most likely to be in contact with her to begin with?

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:47:38 No.109793303 Report

Quoted By: >>109793333

>>109792965
I will now cherrypick every piwwo I see pop up on twitter replying to other vtubers, interacting with porn in any capacity, interacting with politics or controversial posts, expressing an opinion I disagree with (Which also makes them wrong as I am always right), or for even looking at me funny. Count your days, you will be banned.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:48:02 No.109793308 Report

Quoted By: >>109793367

>>109793269
I don’t think this is a conversation worth having. It’s pure speculation. I know her stance on it, anything more than what she’s said is calling her a liar and I feel like she’s not interested in lying about whether or not she has private DMs with people.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:49:53 No.109793333 Report

Quoted By: >>109793351

>>109793303
The number of times I’ve seen a Piwwo thirst posting over some other girl is very frequent, but that’s none of my fucking business. Most I’ll do is tease them about it if they’re a friend, because Pillow wants her Piwwos to be happy instead of living in a panopticon worried about offending someone and getting banned from spending time with their oshi.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:51:09 No.109793351 Report

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>>109793333
I think the fact that Cher got banned off YouTube is what makes the whole situation so much more intense. People get knocked off Discord for a while and it’s whatever, but Cher has been a ride or die Pillow gachi pretty much since she ever started, he’s one of the oldest ones, and now he can’t even see her anymore.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:52:13 No.109793367 Report

Quoted By: >>109793447 >>109793537

>>109793301
He has a history of commissioning lewd art of her. He might have just never been invited while still being respected because of it. Anyways, I'm not implying she's dating piwwos or fucking them, just that she might personally chat with her top members from time to time.
>>109793308
True to an extent. I don't think it's necessarily a lie to say she might talk to more loyal fans more directly. She already gives certain loyal piwwos more attention based on how frequent they are.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:54:05 No.109793392 Report

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I will point out, I’m blocked by like 20 Piwwos for different reasons, I’m pretty sure I’m just on a blocklist somewhere, and I’m glad for that because I’d rather they just blocked me than sat and seethe and try to get me kicked out. Too many people on the internet white knighting acting like the mute button is not available.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:55:56 No.109793417 Report

Quoted By: >>109793446

>>109793269
>comparing Kevin Durant to an indie vtuber
You are schizo or trolling, I'm not sure which is worse.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:56:29 No.109793428 Report

Quoted By: >>109793446 >>109793449

Who the fuck is Kevin Durant

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:57:56 No.109793446 Report

Quoted By: >>109793462

>>109793417
It's just a recent example that was in my head because my brother likes basketball. If I said Rushia or Gumpai or some other vtuber, people would have thought I was implying other things I am not.
>>109793428
Basketball player. Read up on it genuinely it's actually entertaining some of the shit that was leaked.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:58:08 No.109793447 Report

Quoted By: >>109793467 >>109793493 >>109793514

>>109793367
Definitely not the case. Also, you are definitely wrong about how that works for her, I’ve had multiple cases of people bitching on here about her giving me too much attention. The only private conversation I’ve ever had with her are solely in relation to projects. She is a professional, she cares about her Piwwos, she’s not having DMs with Piwwos about anything, she’s 100% aware of how awful that’d look if it ever got leaked and she cares too much about Piwwos to endanger their feelings like that.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:58:12 No.109793449 Report

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>>109793428
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Durant
You probably don't know him if you don't watch basketball but he is really famous, it's just intellectually dishonest to compare him to a streamer.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:59:12 No.109793462 Report

Quoted By: >>109793487

>>109793446
Pillow is not Rushia. Pillow is not that crazy and has also seen how badly Rushia’s fans were hurt when all of that stuff came out. She wouldn’t do that.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 05:59:23 No.109793467 Report

Quoted By: >>109793492 >>109793537

>>109793447
Just because you weren't invited to the group chat doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:00:01 No.109793478 Report

Quoted By: >>109793510

Pillow doesnt talk with her fans privately lol. Maybe back in the days of yore when patreon still existed and DMs were literally part of the tier. And even then, not really. She likes talking to us obviously but she's explicitly snippy about private communications.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:00:33 No.109793487 Report

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>>109793462
Never said Pillow is Rushia. This is exactly the reason why I didn't compare her to a vtuber lmao

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:00:51 No.109793492 Report

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>>109793467
I can confirm she doesn't invite people to the group chat, I am the group chat. There's nobody here.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:00:55 No.109793493 Report

Quoted By: >>109793514

>>109793447
I should specify, the only conversation we’ve had was in her emails about actual professional stuff, at no point does she ever go beyond that for anyone.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:02:07 No.109793510 Report

Quoted By: >>109793528 >>109793546

>>109793478
I’ve talked to mods about the mod chat on Discord, she explicitly spoke on there about how she didn’t want to have conversations with them on there, it was basically just dictating stuff to the absolute minimum degree possible.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:02:29 No.109793514 Report

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>>109793493
>>109793447
Reading it again, it is wild that your reasoning for Pillow not DMing her fans is "she didn't dm ME!"

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:03:40 No.109793528 Report

Quoted By: >>109793573

>>109793510
>trusting what the mods say about the mod-only chat after mods did what they did to Cher
I shiggydiggy

Anonymous

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Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:04:34 No.109793537 Report

Quoted By: >>109793572

>>109793367
>>109793467
>Just because you weren't invited to the group chat doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
And that means it does? What kind self-cucking mindset is this? You've convinced yourself your oshi is talking to some elusive group of "top tier fans" and that you aren't one of them.
If you've checked her name on twitter in the last few years you can easily find a bunch of old interactions of fans trying to DM her. She's not interested, but she won't ghost you out of respect.
Schizos like you are the reason girls don't last long in this business.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:05:10 No.109793546 Report

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>>109793510
This, I've also spoken to multiple mods about this. I know more or less how far it went in the past and even when she was doing things off stream with us she was *explicit* at literally all times about making sure that it was never private.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:07:21 No.109793572 Report

Quoted By: >>109793736

>>109793537
>putting words in my mouth
>breaking out the cuck accusations
>claiming that something is impossible because he hasn't seen it happen
>trying to blame me for potentially Pillow quitting one day
Holy fuck calm down.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:07:22 No.109793573 Report

Quoted By: >>109793587

>>109793528
Cher was literally a mod too and he'd say the same thing

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:08:41 No.109793587 Report

Quoted By: >>109793606

>>109793573
>Cher would say XYZ
You have to stop doing this

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:10:28 No.109793606 Report

Quoted By: >>109793633 >>109793637

>>109793587
Shut the fuck up discord mod Cher didn’t do anything wrong stop trying to get people to forget about him you slimy piece of shit

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:12:14 No.109793633 Report

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>>109793606
>discord Mod
To be fair it was just stream mod

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:12:29 No.109793637 Report

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>>109793606
This site is anonymous, but I have from the start supported Cher. Not everyone who disagrees with you is a mod.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:15:16 No.109793678 Report

Quoted By: >>109793932

>>109787510
I remember that happened but I forgot about that guy being an asshole in chat
https://youtu.be/2dGOHrmjzEw?t=5916
https://youtu.be/2dGOHrmjzEw?t=6313
The post-beam from that stream is a top Nene moment
https://youtu.be/2dGOHrmjzEw?t=23541

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:19:43 No.109793736 Report

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>>109793572
What else are you doing besides feeding these invisible delusions? Maybe people will take you seriously when you have some proof but otherwise this is just libel against Pillow.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:32:21 No.109793905 Report

Quoted By: >>109793974

I think what does kind of irritate me is that so many people would place their personal opinions about the aesthetics of people in the community above Pillows own mental wellbeing

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:34:11 No.109793932 Report

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>>109793678
The fact she forgave that guy and still acknowledges his existance is proof enough she's one of the nicest, kindest vtubers. The comments that made her sad, was she lurked the Kawaii fan Discord once and saw an older gen of Cloudtomo criticizing her and it really hurt her feelings. But she still doesn't hate her fanbase.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:37:49 No.109793974 Report

Quoted By: >>109794092

>>109793905
No no no piwwo, you must understand that Pillow actually aligns exactly with my opinions all the time. It doesn't matter that she said something contradictory. She secretly meant everything that I'm saying. Im the only one who actually knows her 100% and what she would or wouldn't like.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:47:35 No.109794092 Report

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>>109793974
I see what you mean, but I'm not even talking about posts here. I have my own problems with that stuff but it's not exactly equivalent to moderators trying to foist their own personal opinions upon her to the detriment of her own mental health over something so tertiary.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:54:36 No.109794167 Report

Quoted By: >>109794191 >>109794228

>Cher gone
>batpiwwo gone
He was our dark knight

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:56:41 No.109794191 Report

Quoted By: >>109794212 >>109794228 >>109794438 >>109794530

>>109794167
What happened to batpiwwo?

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:58:11 No.109794212 Report

Quoted By: >>109794239

>>109794191
Busy with midterms

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:58:56 No.109794228 Report

Quoted By: >>109794239

>>109794167
Wait WHAT-
>>109794191
Oh. That's fine, thought it was something worse

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 06:59:58 No.109794239 Report

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>>109794228 (me)
shit I missclicked >>109794212

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:16:05 No.109794438 Report

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>>109794191
They fucking killed him…

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:23:51 No.109794529 Report

Quoted By: >>109794609

I just feel very down all the time now

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:24:13 No.109794530 Report

Quoted By: >>109794710

>>109794191
He got his back broke by Bane.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:30:18 No.109794609 Report

Quoted By: >>109794741 >>109794752

>>109794529
Yeah. I feel like ever since ASMR Parade 2, my personal enjoyment has been going downhill. Obviously, small spikes are the exception, but I just feel bummed out, especially this week.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:39:43 No.109794710 Report

Quoted By: >>109795081

>>109794530
I will draw this, just pulled up to work.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:42:42 No.109794741 Report

Quoted By: >>109794763

>>109794609
I actually feel the same. Much longer viewer but that event was the last one I remember really enjoying and thinking about afterwards.
Hopefully Pillow will do something fun and comforting soon.. the schizos and discord drama is draining.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:44:07 No.109794752 Report

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>>109794609
I’ve been pretty consistent in my enjoyment since I really started getting into her like 9 mo the ago, I think it really helps that I make it to the streams and get those nice moments of engagement. Train stream was really fun because she was interacting with everyone so much. Admittedly the previous month or so was a bit rough just due to me being busy and stressed with extraneous stuff, which made it tough to enjoy things. My most recent wifeposting really reminded me that she does appreciate having me around, and about how small her community really is. It just felt nice to feel like she appreciates me trying to be around for her, even if I’m not perfect.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:45:09 No.109794763 Report

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>>109794741
I’m looking forward to the poem stream a lot. Hopefully she reads mine, I wouldn’t say I worked hard on it since I wrote it all at once, but I put a lot of feeling into it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 26 Feb 2026 07:57:56 No.109794917 Report

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>>109791040
>>109791219
Just saw that he reposted this into his main account. Good chance Pillow sees this and even more Piwwos following him there and he’s also made merch for Pillow

Anonymous

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>>109794710

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