>>108487243She just generally seethes about the most relevant VTubers from largest indie to largest corporation.
She used to have actual aspirations and effort into her content during her period of looking up to Mori who inspired her to start vtubing and singing, then gradually she just lost interest in singing and trying to be an entertainer and started to just have the same parasocial talking points and bits word to word with the few favorite chatters on repeat from 90% of her stream content that's not reacting and being engaged with what's happening in a game with her circle of yes men and whatever retards flocked to her from the clique's viewership.
Her disdain for both the few only relevant VShojo members and Hololive as a whole started around the same time she stopped putting in effort.
So pretty much she's just seething in envy.
She also has no actual vtuber friends aside Bao and Numi because she dumped all the small indies she was getting close with when Numi got her into the whoreclan clique, then when the Sinder shit happened she saw their true colors so she doesn't trust the "girliepops" very understandably.
Filian does drag her out of her hole which she accepts for the numbers and the cope she could get somewhere but she's not forming shit with anyone she gets induced to.
The newfags and braindead yesmen that can't see shit happening over time will no doubt come at me coping but they can fuck themselves in advance. If it's the like dozen faves she's so parasocial with, kill yourselves. You are the reason she's so broken and miserable.