>>26286445>I mostly only feel cheerful when listening/watching/thinking of Mysta. Otherwise it's a mix...To be fair too, but I've decided to just stop thinking and live in the moment. Dedicate all time I'm not listening to Mysta working on fan stuff and personal projects, while forcing myself into it if not in the mood. This helps! Grind and workaholicism is letting all the irrational thoughts go away for the most part.
No thoughts head empty is a superior way to live.