>>86475394i think Ame's graduation actually broke my brain. I don't really get emotional but I've been intensely sad since her announcement, and the last few days I've had this gnawing doubt telling me that somehow I wasn't actually sad, and that it was all performative bullshit.
I don't dream anymore, but the other day I had a dream where I was going to a convenience store at the end of the world, and I was going with someone who kept trying to hurt or kidnap me, but they failed every time. Nevertheless, I kept going with them until I woke up.
I think I might actually be turning into a schizo.
