>>12080529Had you asked me if I would stay blindly loyal to her a few months before the hiatus, I would have said yes in a heartbeat. And while my passion for her can one day come back, I just wish she would be like she used to be. I wish to be back when her word meant something. When she wouldn't leave us hanging for long stretches with nothing but excuses or radio silence. The Chammers that was, and I guess still is, my oshi was very different a while ago. I just want her to be like she used to be. Or if she must change, I wish she would stop messing with my heart by leaving so damn frequently.
In other words, I am a whiny baby who cannot handle long Haato absences. Why must this damn blonde weirdo do this me? I should have never found her channel.
