>>21715356I've always been a pretty lonely girl; I've had a solid group of friends and a larger circle of acquaintances about all my life and I have a strong circle now, but my friendships have always been pretty superficial because I have difficulties getting close to other people. I'm not very good at talking about how I actually feel about things and I'm a pretty independent person, but it gets hard when you feel like there's nobody to rely on because you've maintained such a distance from everyone for so long. I don't want to sound like a schizo, but I think Vox's emphasis on his viewers' well-being and his continued discussion of him wanting us to feel alright and have a solid support network helps me feel like maybe I do deserve the support network I have and that people like keeping me around. He's a good tuber and I know the fanservice isn't everyone's thing and all that, but I think he has some really great genuine moments that I'm glad I've caught.
