>>88821137I see. I'm not going to go into depth but it seems to be an issue with self-esteem, and there isn't necessarily a causal link between that and your life circumstances. There are lots of people that are probably better off that feel worse than you, and lots who are worse off but feel better.
Personally I see this sort of thing like getting fit, if you're a fat fuck who can't string together 2 pushups, then you start at 1 and work your way up. If you want to connect with others, try starting where you're at, with people you feel are on your level. If you're looking for somewhere to start, we're (or at least I) am about to do some testing for a new Junt client, why don't you join? It's not much but it's free XP
