>>79907894if it was between around october to december last year that makes sense because for a little while in that time i was hospitalized for menhera reasons. i'm much better now hence feeling like i'm in an okay mindset to stream again. i really did love it but at that time i was so anxious that every time i even thought to stream i would panic. very counterproductive to panic whenever you think about streaming when you want to stream. now i just get a little anxious which i think many people do. i'm glad people cared but i feel bad i could've worried them y'know?
