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ririmu told us that in regards to an-chan psychology she's more like the yandere type of girl so her affection really really turns into murderous kind of thing she thinks that the stress and stuff going on over her becoming witch which is like becoming a streamer amplified all of the feelings she already had which led to that reaction from her...and then we got a flashback from an-an's past, she was born with the magic ability of making people obey her wishes, but her parents ended up becoming puppets, because she wanted them to buy her more toys, more games, a cake, this and that and more and more, to treat her like a princess and nevre be bad with her, to stay by her side, more and more, and if so continued they would break, , so an-an felt that she wasnt allowed to ever be happy, so she ended up resenting ema because she threatened that happiness that she got with the other girls by wanting to break free an escape she didnt want to leave, for someone like her it was the perfect place she wanted to live there forever because up until then there was no one near her she didnt have friends and now f for the first time there were people with her that became hre friends so ema was an obfstacle for her and an-an kept on hating on her more and more, but she ended up killing the wrong person because of the secret body swap that happened, and out of fear, she wanted to destroy those precious things for her, and that's something that ririmu understands too, to want to be happyririmu was really sad all this time for both miria-chan and an-chan too...an-chan was her number one favorite it really hurt her a lot, and when that dark side of an-chan was shown she didnt condemn it she tried to understand her as she could because that possessiveness is still love and she's still young so she can forgive her actions, because she destroyed what she loved because she didnt feel deserving happiness and that's something that ririmu gets, she gets it, she really does, its something precious for her, and the more precious it is for you the more you end up tearing it apart so she had empathy for her its something she can connect to oy a human emotion, and despite all of that, she still told us that she's her favorite so with all that sadness within her it just made it more compelling for her she also admits that she misunderstood miria a lot and she's sorry for that because she said a lot of mean things about her and she made an analogy over that she connected the story to her life as a streamer when the truth about miria was found that the kind lawyer and its actions been twisted to make him look like a bad guy sh esaid that its like those clips that bad people make out of context in a malicious way to create false narratives its a problem that streamers like ririmu face often times so she resonates with a lot and the miria had been the real miria all along and died to protect ema and also ririmus theory is that ema-chan is becoming more and more powerful to become the ultimate witch she's thinking even beyond this chapter and trying to understand how things works so yeah the stream ended and ririmu was very sadbecause she lost her favorite girl and is sad actually for both of them its been very draining emotionally for her she feels it deeply even the way she died she liked it her death she became a really selfish girl and that just made her suffer more and more because she wasnt supposed to be happy and so it ruined her mental little by little she didnt know how to live her own life anymore, she told us the problem that happens within this world is that not all people can use magic but if everyone could it wouldnt be as bad because if everyone can use magic then each person could know this is my magic or this is my magic because an-chan didnt knew when she was little that she had that magic within her, but if everyone had magic they could have a suspicion on stuff, but in this world people who can use magic are like characters from a story like a fairy tale so its less likely, so as a magic user trying to live with that same mindset as other humans it must be reallypainful, like asking themselves why they are so different from all the other people, tehy suffer from being that different, she thinks theres a master mind behind everything and she wants to find it she definitely will, to end stream she told us that she will find that mastermind and will make her pay and she thanked us for the stream thank you ririmu-chan for streaming please take care rest well have a nice yummy meal i saw the post that you made on your sub account i like tomatoes too and surely the ywould taste even better when you are the one preparing them i really liked that picture and also bell peppers that are stuffed and zucchini any ways stream today was fun it was shorter than last time so that means more time for resting for you please rest well much love bye byeeee
