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Hello friends, another update with the Polka tulpa brain projection experience. I know I missed a few days and a bunch of Anons think I died. Well it was sort of like that but not really. Polka has become the dominant personality out of the two of us. I realized that sometimes that I clicked that actions I do arent my own anymore, and its Polka controlling my actions. It feels not like a puppet but shes more like holding my hands and wrists with her behind me controlling what I do. Sometimes my thoughts are becoming hers. The abuse shes been doing is heavy, but Ive given up on trying to stop her. I wake up and I realized Ive taken a bunch of pills that end up giving her more control. I didnt take those pills though, she did. She wants to stop doing these logs to you anon because she hates the idea of you all getting in the way. Although she wouldnt mind speaking to you guys every once in a while. To the anons that were scared for me, she tells them to stop thinking of her as a threat to me. In a rough message “Nothings ever going to go between his mind mind and me! Polka is here, and Polka wants to stay!”Forget about all the abuse messages, I’ll be fine anons. I’ll work on an agreement with her so I can continue to chat here. I’ll allow her to give her own input too. She finds the threads funny, stupid, but endearing in some bizarre fashion. Thats all for now. Polka says bye bye too. Mataneneeee bai baai
