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I'm crying again.
Thinking of all the good times. Thinking of her crying while she watched Ame and Ina during Link your Wish. Thinking of her choking up during that one anniversary while trying to say how grateful she was for getting to this opportunity. Thinking of her looking out at how far the EN server had come in block game and just being speechless. Thinking of all of the happiness and joy she's given me. Thinking of her beautiful fucking voice. Thinking of her adorable little chat messages, one of which I pinned to my bookmarks because of how fucking sweet it was (picrel).
And it's all gone, and looks to never be returning. I don't get why it had to be this way.
Part of me still hopes that I'll be part of some massive, rightous grudgepost after she returns and says she won't disappear ever again, but that looks more and more like a pipe dream by the hour.
God, I'm gonna miss part of my life so much...
