>>83654086I had that before, she left me because in her words "I don't see a future with you" because we were BOTH broke and struggling but me not measuring up to a fantasy was what finally broke her. It all falls on just me. We were happy, she literally said to me everything about our relationship was perfect except the money thing.
Which is whatever, I hope she's happier now but I don't get it, man. I've been struggling my entire life too but i'm happy. She had this big gaping hole in her that only money, cars and expensive vacations could fill though.
And she messages me every now and then depressed and asks me how I stay happy as if i'm not struggling with apathy or directionlessness either most of my life. I'm just happier with less. I had less expectations for her or anyone. But I was happy for a time.
>>83654306Yeah I know.
