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Okay I JWU and no joke, I had a dream about Ayame last night. This isn't too unusual, this has happened before. The difference is that this dream was one of those that's fleshed out over a long period of time in the narrative. I'm pretty sure my dream spanned the length of a year or two. In this dream, I was still in education and applied to be an exchange student in Japan. I don't even know Japanese. I believe in my first week there I was at a cafe trying to settle in. But while I was there, I heard a distinct voice, one that was as cute and gentle as Ayame's. It was undoubtedly hers, I knew the voice well. She was alone enjoying a lunch. But there wasn't anything I could do to approach because I don't understand Jap. As I was leaving, I noticed she got up and hurried to the bathroom, with her phone falling out of her coat's pocket. This was my chance to introduce myself to her. But you wouldn't admit you know about their vtuber career to them in real life, right? She comes back out, and I silently give her the phone. She's grateful but eager to leave. Before I move aside I say "gomenasai! anon-kun desu." and bow. She seems a bit offended at my foreigner attempts to communicate with that signature snarl like from her avatar, but amused. Before I knew it, I was speaking fluent Japanese over the course of the conversation for some reason. It was like her nihon-born purity emanated off of herself onto me. We said goodbye on a good note. Every once in a while I would run into her and strike up some small talk. It was after a few times that I asked for her number. Eventually I got enough courage to ask her out, and she actually obliged. Each following date was just affirmation that we were into each other and it kept growing. Eventually we made love. If this wasn't the perfect dream at this point, I don't know what was. Each day with her was heaven. I was in her lap while she played with my hair. I got her all the antacids she needed. Her quiet 'docchi docchi's as we fell asleep next to each other. It's hard to summarize what I experienced for what felt like months in unconscious paradise. There was even a time an oji-san tried to court her and I uppercut him, taking from the power I learned watching Apex streams. Eventually I had to go back. Ayame was devastated and couldn't deal with it, but I didn't really have a choice. We kissed one more passionate time before I was yanked away, dragged through space and time, and eventually opened my eyes just to be in my bed. I'm still shaken and almost crying, I haven't experienced something that real and profound before. So much time just to feel like it was wasted and amounted to nothing. But it was so real.
