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I hate myself. I feel so bad for watching her for so long but not making enough effort to learn the language or not making any effort at all. She talks with everyone in chat but I can barely say anything and I don't want to bother her by typing in English. I have a collection of moments she replied to me and even tried talking in my native language (she's even better in it than she is in English), these are undoubtedly the best. But my maximum is typing "www" in chat when something funny happens and thanking her and wishing her goodnight when she ends the stream. Most of the stream I translate the messages from chat to have at least a little understanding of what happens, and then watching the vod with a translation. Sometimes when she's laughing I wish I could understand at least a little from what she's saying. She never fails to bring a smile to my face despite this, just listening to her is enough to brighten my day, but still I wish for more, I wish I could talk with her too. Why am I so worthless. Ria-chan will never know how much I love her. At least I can support her with my money.
