>>77280171getting feedback, which means doing it for others as well. It's doing it so others will see it and give you helpful tips, doing it for yourself means it's good as it is and audience feedback need not apply.
If you're telling me you don't mind putting a bunch of work into something and having it torn apart because people dislike the fetish (whether or not it's badly written) that sounds crazy to me. But that's off-topic anyway. I just want to gauge interest and if people don't want it (which is entirely fine with me) I will put my creativity to something more interesting. I don't think that's a ridiculous thing to want to do. Maybe it's different for you, but I like writing something my audience enjoys as much as I enjoy writing it, otherwise it just sucks for everyone. I don't think it's honest to say people don't also write in part for the enjoyment of their audience, though perhaps you're the outlier.