>>68451860I seriously felt like crying every time stupid drama happens because I know I should just drop him or separate the streaming persona from the person but it's so hard because I get really obsessive and I'm kind of jealous of Pomudachi I don't know why I chose to oshi an immature person even though his immaturity is still endearing to me but thank you for being kind... Maybe one day I'll get my head straight and stop loving vtubers so obsessively, I shed buckets of tears over them
and even anons especially around Christmas when I can't even cry about my own life