>>74480907Let me give you some extremely serious advice:
Do NOT.
DO NOT.
UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.
SELF-REPORT AND SEEK "PROFESSIONAL HELP"
Do not fucking do it.
They will place you on an innumerable amount of lists and will actively fuck with you for the rest of your life. They will lie to your face about this, but that's what they do. You will never find peace again.