>>27320970You will get jealous, there's no way around it. You can only live with it. Understand that it's a natural feeling, a response from your brain. If you are jealous it means that you haven't given up yet. You want to be like that person and you want success just like them and it makes you angry that you aren't there yet, or that they have achieved it faster than you have. Jealousy is a destructive emotion, and it makes you feel miserable and may even empower you to become a terrible person by lashing out at those who you are jealous of.
But i believe it can also be something that drives you. If you can mitigate the negative effect somehow and use that drive to keep going, there might be a net gain for you in all this. I'm very jealous, my streaming account has existed since 2011 and i'm still a 2view. I'm extremely jealous of everyone that surpasses me even if they get something out of streaming i never even wanted in the first place. It's irrational and dumb. But i accept it's a flaw of mine and i'll do my best to not let it affect my actions towards others. If nothing helps you, at least know there's someone out there who feels the same way.
