>>78426699Watame has said that she once told her baa-chan that she doesn't wanna live. It's back then when she was bullied and she's griefing her fatherlessness. But her family has supported her all the way to today.
as to her being perfect, I think that's quite subjective, and wasn't the problem. but you're right about her not being too relatable.
maybe it's the kyoto culture. maybe she has three hearts, and she only keep the true heart to herself, counting on those who has similar hearts to see through the mask.
which is kinda breaking the norm in vtubing and streaming. where most girls drop their usual facade through exaggerated characters or anonymity