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I've never been very parasocial with any Hololive member, but lately I've been spending more time watching CC stream than I do with my own girlfriend. I even made my first X account just to reply to her posts and repost fan art and OC of her.
My heart beats faster when I watch her stream, and my stomach sinks when she ends. I sit there staring at her outro screen like an idiot just smiling at how cute it is.
I didn't realize it until last months bills came through but I sent $250 in superchats when I would rarely ever send before, but when I hear her say my name and read what I sent it's like a shot of pure oxytocin.
I don't know what's going on. It makes me uncomfortable but I can't stop watching her. What is this?
