>>62167248Realizing that the only meaning to life is what you ascribe to it. Finding something -you- deep down, want to do, and working towards it, no matter how tiring or hard it can be. Realizing that you can use your life to do good things for other people even if you don't necessarily value yourself. Slowly learning to be proud of the good changes you make and the things you do that help other people. Realizing that not everyone is good at expressing how they care about you because they're also going through their own shit. Slowly realizing that those people you end up helping out do actually get concerned about you and would be sad if you passed away.
