>>14523731i think it's instinctive for young men to be jealous and controlling. i get that way a lot, but personally i feel very secure with gura. she's a soothing siren to me, she's never away long, and she doesn't go chasing male e-celebs or anything.
perhaps it's silly to not just consume the content without feeling attachment toward gura, but it's nice to get some emotional value out of something in my life. i'll deal with the disappointment when it happens, but the past year has been great overall and i don't really sweat the small stuff anymore.
