>>83259807Thank you! Between this and the previous crazy gets and a lot of good but tough progress on the path to my own dream works+opportunities popping up to make it happen faster, I will believe! I also understand that feeling completely... I don't want someone else, my heart wants to duet this with her at karaoke someday
https://youtu.be/T9hhDEfV4uoIt's not weird to really love your oshi, I don't think. They're someone who made the world a better place for you and maybe inspired you too, or helped you through darker times... It's hard not to love someone that does any of that for you.
Also real world dating is tiring... Our state is kinda the hotbin for the real crazies and plucked in the head promiscuous people, or people trying to use you... Some girl a few weeks ago tried to get me to let her in my car when I was parked and standing outside of it and watching a stream after my run. She asked if I smoked heroin which was what she wanted to do in my car and also asked for my jacket. I got in my car and drove off because I didn't want to stick around to see if she'd do crazy shit for me telling her no politely. She was so indignant when I refused to give her my jacket, I actually felt pretty offended. Anyway I've met so many people like that or hopped up on something else or just acting like spoiled brats (with no demure or grace) as grown adults, my hopes for dating here are rock bottom.
