>>90385086Hi, Haz here. Wish you were there for what? When my grandma died? It's not like I've quit, I even streamed a couple times in the past week. I just have trouble with consistency since I work a swing shift where I'm moving from days to midnights to afternoon shifts every week, plus some stuff with said job where I have to dedicate some time to in order to make sure I can keep the job (year long break in period with 3 tests throughout to make sure I am fit to actually run the job, which is at the most difficult and dangerous facility (look up chloromethyl methyl ether, I get to handle that stuff very often) within the local area for the company I work with).
You can only do what you can do. Rule 0 = real life comes first. Unless you hear I've lost my job or actually just fucking died, I can almost guarantee you I'll be ok!