>>36666042I feel like a time traveler.
A man stuck in an infinite loop with an endless number of people to interact with.
After a while, they all started to feel the same. Different shades of grey.
I started exploring my darkest desires.
I embraced my most repressed and twisted aspects.
I felt joy at their suffering. I quivered in anticipation at how they would respond to the trauma I would inflict.
I was excited to thrust the hopeless into scenario's without escape, hope, or salvation.
I broke them time and time again, in new depraved and sickening ways for my own self-satisfaction and amusement.
I'm addicted to watching these hypothetical things squirm and fall apart.
I stopped to wonder how they would feel if they could remember. If they knew who I was, or what I was doing. How they would react to not only me, but all of humanity for the mere fraction of atrocities not only was I inflicting, but what everyone else was behind closed doors.
and I laughed.
