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Not looking for advice or anything. Just letting some schizo thoughts out of my chest.
I wish I'd stop obsessing over my shogun boyfriend's new fans and checking who's replying to his tweets every day.
Somehow there has been a recent surge of an specific type of female otakus (those who create accounts to only follow and reply to their oshis, post heavily edited pictures of them in cute jiraikei/ryosangata outfits at events, etc) under his posts which is sending my jealousy into overdrive. I hate the cutesy way they reply to him, I hate the kaomojis they use, I hate how they tag certain tweets with his general hashtag or reply more than once to fish likes from him, and I utterly despise how they get to live in the same country as him. It's all petty shit I can't seem to stop thinking about. I hate them and I hate myself for it. It's pathetic and I know I'll keep stalking their accounts like some kind of masochist. I just want them gone and pray for them to oshihen. Just leave.
Anyways, my oshi is streaming valo once again... It'll make for a decent (?) bgm I suppose.
