>>47154006Yes. I know it's all parasocial, but the way she participated in chat, talking to us even when she didn't have to, telling us she was parasocial back and missing us when she went offline. It got me good.
These past two weeks have been an eye opener, I've not really had much going in in life, growing up sheltered and shy. Not really passionate about anything. The funny thing is even though I'm feeling all depressed about it at the moment, the love was really inspiring. I'm picking up art again, working to improve myself, be more independent. So even though the whole experience was a roller-coaster, I feel that it was a good learning experience.
Sorry for the blogpost, just feels nice to share. Thank you.
>>47154650Ah, as I was typing, your message appeared. I honestly don't care too much, I know she's a full on coomer, I know what she's peddling. If anything it has made me more aware how willing people are to sell themselves. I don't even know how much of her is an act or not. The autism, the lonely online coomer persona, or if it even matters, I'm just looking in through the window anyway.
