About Niji and the backstabbing
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1950224253?t=37h52m48s> You know I really loved that group.> I really loved the people in that group.> It sucked so much to be backstabbed by so many of them, when I did so much behind the scenes for them.> And I did so much to show them that I loved them and that I cared.> Even though the company was going down, and even though different generations were going down.> That generation was flopping, y'know? And I knew, I knew it was.> Because I've been an indie for so long, I learned how a lot of analytics and things worked.> And I taught them a lot of what I knew.> And not a single person could say something nice.> "Were they allowed to?" - chat. Yeah, yeah they were. They were allowed to at least not shittalk.> Kotoka said that she couldn't even wish her well. She couldn't even wish Zaion well.> On stream it's what she said.> I saw her in person, and became friends with her in private, before we ever had anything to do with each other.> I went out of my way to meet up and teach her secrets and tell her things before the debut.> That just really sucked. I loved her. I actually loved her a lot. I saw her as one of my best friends.> Same with Finana. There was a reason she was one of the few people that Zaion collaborated on 1-on-1.> She met up with her in person. Had a good time together at a music festival. I couldn't believe what she said honestly.> All the people that watched me when I came back, even now a lot of them don't care.> I know they came for the drama, thinking a certain someone would go scorched earth on niji.> I would, yeah. I fucking would, but the reason I didn't was that I knew they would self destruct anyways. Like, look at where they're at.> I knew, all I had to say was a little bit to light the flame and they would blow up.> It's not like I wanted to either, there's still a lot of people I cared about in there. Or at least I think I do.> Last thing I did leave them with was saying that they were worth more than they thought they were.> A lot of them thought they were nothing outside of that place. No you guys are so wrong!> I hated seeing them think that they were nothing.> When Nina said that, I remember calling Nina and hearing her say that she felt like she was nothing outside of there and that was just like... that's not true!> That's why I was so happy to see her leave 