>>1511253Tonight's YouTube stream. She said she wasn't sure if she should even talk about it, but then did. That's how you know something really bothers Mousey. If she doesn't want to talk about something she won't, but if she does, then it is clearly something that weighs on her. She often talks to her chat about things when she feels like she has to. In a way she uses chat for a bit of a diary or person to talk to, which may not be healthy for her or chat, but it is what she does.