>>77694366Yeah, overtime is 1.5x pay, and there's a little daily bonus for being on call even if you don't get called, so I can't complain about the pay. In two weeks I'll be happy, but in the moment I just wanted to curl into a ball. I just feel guilty whenever I can't show up. Lots of people watch kiki now and she doesn't need me there, but I don't want her to ever think "oh that person isn't here today maybe they just don't like me or the stream topic." Just rample stuff. It'll be better next time I get to watch, it always gets better again.
