otsonny!! it's not the spooky stream i was hoping for but it was still a good time, i do like the energy in mengen when he's less concerned with keeping up a streamer persona. vague review today for obvious reasons but i am proud of him for actually getting (some) shit done instead of just getting mad half an hour in. he still did seethe a fair bit, but considering that happens literally every time he draws on stream i don't think it's a spoiler to say. there were some pretty good ideas, so i hope that whatever he didn't manage to realize this time he can commission in the near future and get those slots filled.
he addressed some stuff today that he said he'll probably talk about again soon so i might give more thoughts then, it was a little uncomfortable and i dont necessarily agree with everything he said (in fact some of it felt like a non-issue for once) but working to cultivate a community/culture he likes will always be an ongoing effort and im at least glad he's still comfortable talking about it. hope he can think on this and collect his thoughts a bit better before bringing it up in public if he decides to do so. congrats on the new emotes taichou and see you tomorrow for darkwood! have a wonderful rest of your night! o7
>>35954931i tend to be schizo myself, i was one of the people pretty upset by That One idk stream but other anons reassured me then and i saw how irrational + emotion-driven i was being. regarding your spoiler,
it didn't seem that serious to me. it definitely felt like he was having some trouble figuring out what he wanted to say and having a LOT of feedback thrown at him in chat at once probably wasn't helping him sort out his thoughts, but he didn't come off as upset or depressed imo. meta talk can just be awkward and uncomfortable and he acknowledged that. in fact im glad he's reflecting on this sort of thing in a more private space first because i know if he had this exact discussion word-for-word in a public stream the masses would have more concernfagging ammo which, frankly, has gotten somewhat irritating to read after more recent events. i hope he can just take his time off to recharge and come back better than ever and i hope you can find some peace of mind too.
