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I truly believe she will never recover unless she somehow returns to Holo or leaves internet entirely
This isn't even a Holobegging thing. I truly believe she isn't fit for anywhere except Holo. In her mind, it's always Holo and her former glory
But she knows it is not possible to go back. She must know. That's why she denies being a VShojowhore early on and keeps clinging onto her idol dream by applying to voice_ore, which got shut down early on as well. If she can't have a Holo career, then she will find any career that resembles Holo
And the worst part of her current career is the mafu antis. The alien boy scandal is basically her version of Selen yab. Her reputation will never recover and antis will always lurk under her bed. But unlike EN livers, she has no protectors other than her loyal simps and lawyers that she needs to spend money on. Because of that, she wastes more money, time and sanity for antis instead of herself
The downward spiral doesn't seem to stop anytime soon and only time will tell whether she will hit the limit or not
