>>18257518>Imagine what it must be like to be a sincere gachikoi, whether fandead or mafujoshi, right now.Sincere gachikoi fandead here and yes my mind feels like its broken and I'm nothing more than a demonic husk of meat. For these ideological anti GFE and anti idol faggots to gut punch and throw holy water on. They excuse my oishis silence because she is a woman and hate me because i am her fandead. I know none of them care for her they care about what it means for the industry if they can take her and what she stood for down that is what they want. You could argue they hate her but are so in love with the situation she is in that it is a type of GFE on its very own. I don't know what is gonna unfold but i checked out and i cant watch this shit go down anymore. I am preparing mentally for the worst outcome at this point that is all i can say to those that care to read this. I dont know if i am mentally ok i have a lot to think about at the moment good luck to her i guess.
