>>197784I think I get it now. If you love someone so much, you want to see everything of them right? Their happy moments, and their sad ones too. So what would a nearly-driven-to-suicide bullied Miko be like? How would Miko react to me putting rusty nails inside her indoor shoes, or putting dead birds and rats inside her school locker? How would she react if I purposefully trip her when she's walking? What would she do if I tear her notebook and throw her desk out of the window? I must KNOW. I will cherish her everything. From her lonely tears of anguish to her scrawly suicide note. Can you say that you really love your chuuba if you don't fantasize about her death? I think not.