>>100634903I get you anon. I'm like that too. I need things I truly enjoy outside of myself to bring a sense of meaning and to act as an anchor. A few times I've lost those things or stopped finding enjoyment in them, and that period of time until I found another replacement were genuinely awful. In the moment it feels you'll never find anything you love that much again, and the growing void of meaningless and bleakness will fully consume you.
