>>12698512It's hard to explain. I suppose their is some disappointment, but it's combined with other emotions. Heck, part of me is a little relieved that I can put a face to the girl I've watched for so long. I know what I'm saying sounds a bit contradictory, but I haven't felt a shock like this before over a chuuba. I've learned what plenty of them look like, but this one was special because it is Haachama, so it makes me feel differently. I would say mixed feelings is the best thing for me to say.