>>97132338>a few male aspies in the past ruined it for othersI know it's easier to just blame that one guy that got caught samefagging himself, or the 1-2views posting all the time, but I feel guilty as well. I only posted a couple of times, but the first time I did, I got an overwhelmingly positive response from several people there at once, even got brought up randomly and had the same kind of interest still. I know it's not rational and it's probably not my fault, but I still feel like I started people trying to post there. The /mvp/ days. I feel like the same thing happens places, maybe like here, were I to post something for opinion, get a good response, then have to feel outright guilty for the sudden uptick of people doing something similar to little or no response. I know it's egocentric, it's probably just coincidence really, and I shouldn't get a guilt complex about it. Seeing them have to deal with constant canvassing and soliciting from people that, realistically, nobody else was really interested in either, was always just painful though
/cbdct/ actually gave me a lot of confidence and positivity about myself that I never had a source of before and if it wasn't for that I would've never begun unwinding a deeply rooted imposter syndrome. Among us. I'm so grateful, and they deserve to be left alone for that, including by me so it doesn't matter
inb4 blogpost / vent (sorry im autism)
