>>54761788>>54761033At this point in time everything's set in stone, planned out and the deal is finished. You will feel a lot of pain now, and later, and even after it's all over.
You will feel like your life lost a lot of meaning, like a piece of you is gone, a person you identify with or adore, even look up to will not be around any longer.
I think it's important that you reflect on these feelings and fully embrace and accept the future for what it'll be, for your own life moving on. So let your tears flow, feel sad, feel human, feel that grief, and every time you cry you have to make it brief, little by little; so that you don't dwell into your sadness and give in but rather look outwards at the world around you, see how even when your own world has stopped, life does go on. And life will go on for you too.
Saying goodbye is not easy, so grab a friend who you can share this with, and endure it together.