>>74852817I fantasize holding Meredith in my arms as we both peacefully doze off in that cramped attic space. I want her face to be the last thing I see when I sleep and the first thing I see when I wake up. I want to caress her cheek and watch her chest heave gently as she dreams. I want to feel a sliver of an ineffable peace when I'm with her. And maybe do some butt stuff occasionally.