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>Her sleep schedule got a bit messed up due to having to wake up early yesterday (Holofes). Admires Sora for her strength in attending both days whereas she, Botan, and Roboco only attended yesterday's.
>Not only that, but Sora helped with any issues that arose immediately. Not only that, but she also energized everybody by doing cheers when everybody was groggy and directly holding individual converations to "wake them up".
>Considers Sora to be the leader and truly admires her enthusiasm
>Had to do announcements to remind attendees to keep their masks on -- felt nervous because otherwise the three of them were instructed to remain dead silent
>Thanked any Yumikin who attended -- a few wore "Lamy is Life" T-shirts but unfortunately Lamy didn't see
>Is surprised that the towels sold out immediately (they were 10000 yen each) not just at the venue, but online
>Says there's been some restock today so to check it out but to hurry since she doesn't know if it'll last
>The acrylic stands being sold had signatures from other genmates -- Lamy's had Botans and Hers together
>"My signature is like a bear! I can't show you now but there's also a cat version!"
>Thought it was cool so many yumikin were doing "handshakes" yesterday where in a group, they would all stick their hands out and move their arms
>Wants to do more VR spaces where she can see Yumikin jump and dance around with her; brings up Luna's live
>Thinks it's incredible how tight Subaru's, Korone's, Choco's, and Luna's dancing has been
>Also got to watch Luna practice the electone and was even more amazed by the difference between how she is while live
>Wants to do a limited quantity signing event. Last year she did it for every order but the workload was massive and it didn't feel special, so she's limiting it this year
>Despite this though, if Lamy does do this she's going to make time every week to sign things or else there'll be far too few (5 minutes per signature adds up and there were loads of orders last time)
>Keep in mind this is still all speculative -- isn't sure if she'll even do signatures yet
>Has a tendency to think negatively when alone at night. Actually had trouble getting out of bed this morning because she'd wake up, then fall asleep thinking about things for another half hour or so multiple times
>Doesn't consider hololive a workplace -- sees it as a venue of expression for herself and as a result, feel entirely responsible for anything that falls through or gets scuffed
>Mentions this is entirely on her and not management or her fans
>Wants Yumikin to cheer her on because it helps her do her best; promises she won't overdo it and cut her life short
>Says she's the type of person who'd solve things herself first before asking for help. It's gotten her in trouble before so she asks for patience too
>This habit extends to beyond just the Yumikin. Lamy doesn't bring up problems to her genmates or those she's close to in Hololive -- it isn't like she's avoiding the topic but she feels inherently responsible for solving her own problems without involving another
>An example being she feels she isn't a very interesting streamer. It's a problem she felt for ages and it isn't something that complaining to those she's close to would solve.
>Also apologizes because she realized it's rude to say "she isn't interesting" to the Yumikin who are watching her every morning
>Has a bit of trouble with her "inner Lamy" when she's conflicted on things, like an imaginary conversation partner that prods her worries
>(Chat asks why not just hold a discussion with somebody about this) -- "Whenever I do, I predict what they would say to me out of consideration and end up feeling bad about it. I don't want to take up their time like that so I always just go back to my inner Lamy"
>The inner Lamy sometimes gets angry though because there's nothing to even talk about. The answer should be obvious but Lamy is still conflicted.
>The inner Lamy never praises her either. She's really strict, so she heals her ego by looking up what Yumikin say about her
>She wants Yumikin to continue praising her and professing their love for her. It really makes her happy to see when she egosurfs (Lamy egosurfs an insane amount)
>There are moments when she ends up feeling really down still however, saying that she thinks seeing how amazing the other Holomems, like Sora or her genmates and friends are, discourages her
>(Chat: Are you ok?) "I'm perfeectly fine! Physically and mentally I am ok! I'm not ill or anything! It's just.. when I see how amazing other Holomems are like, it really makes me think 'I can do so much better'"
>Sometimes when egosurfing she sees Yumikin comments that aren't positive and it makes her depressed, but it motivates her to do better too. Even if she feels sad, she won't stop egosurfing because it's healing still, and the inner Lamy never praises her
>So she'll do her best. Her mental health is in perfect condition and she's motivated.
