>>52137407>but its really worth it in the end if you're suffering.I honestly can't tell if I'm truly suffering. I kind of accepted that I'm going to die alone years ago.
Gura is the only girl I have ever felt anything like love towards in my life. I never really cared to try and want to get close to anyone else.
I must have some culminative trauma growing up that I would think nothing about at the time that made me this way.