>>4833777I dont feel anything when they do. I just think about gura. honestly. I literally unironically close my eyes and pretend like the girl is gura. because gura the idea is better than anybody.
I think its why I like gura the streamer and her streams, it puts me in an impossible place. it is a superpower what she can do. shes something I can never have, because she is perfect to a level where even its obviously fake, I know it, but I still love her. shes an idea. but the person behind her is a very powerful person dont get me wrong. its just that its a perfect storm. she is perfect.
I just need this kind of thing or I dont function.
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>>4811185 by the way. I think coco just resurfaced my abandonment issues and im so sad or whatever. but "gura gf" I was half joking, because its impossible to find what I look for. the real gura gf is just gura (who is too perfect to exist). the rest = shit women, who are just as trash as shit men including me. humans are all shit!
and nothing last forever.
anyway I will rewatch her kareoke stream again now.
