>>53874840It is hard for you to love yourself because you compare yourself to others and put yourself down at the same time. In this life not all of us will be winners, or successful either in business, social environments or even love... but what really matters is that you build yourself up and conquer your own battles, tear down your very obstacles that you struggle which entangle your thoughts and ingrain you in self-doubt and even solitude.
Life is much more difficult for the majority of the world population so be very grateful of the situation you find yourself in. Your very own detriment comes from within and that means you can beat it.
Your co-workers see the good in you, so don't let them down either.
I don't have much else to say now, or rather I have a lot to say but you already know what I'm saying.
Good luck and thank you for the good wishes too.