>>4845806I'm positive because I know she will have a great life leaving this, she will go out with a bang, she made tons of new friends and a few extremely close ones that she will spend a very, very long time even after Hololive. I'm also happy that her career isn't totally over and she can continue to do what she likes, even if it's not with Hololive. I'm happy that she will still spend time with other members, even if it wont be on stream. I'm happy she's successful by all metrics of vtubing. I'm happy she fought for so long and tried her best. I am angry about the whole situation of why she's leaving, but I understand that there's nothing I can do. I'm trying to not allow zhangs to live rent free in my head.
I am going through spouts of being overwhelmed with emotion and it will take some time to be okay, but i'm just trying my best here. 